Thursday, April 29, 2010

Might be the Last post for the year..

After a long long time no posting here..
I'm having exam stress here...Oh Shit!
I'm gonna die~ Duh..It's SPM..
Most of the student will find themselves lost in misery before examinations..
And......I'm one of these people!!
Oh~ I'm really out of my mind!!
Aish...Really hope I could suceed my dreams to be a member Medecins Sans Frontiers(MSF) or Unicef or World Vision..
I wanna help needy people..So, I need to work very very the hard and smart to achieve my dreams!!!
You might not see any new post next till next year!! Bye Bye!!

Praying hard everyday and night hoping to score well in SPM now~

P/S: Pray for me to okay?? I would really appreciate that =)

Saturday, January 23, 2010

CNY IS COMING!!!!

GONG XI FA CAI!!!
WHERE IS MY ANGPAO??
WHERE IS MY ANGPAO??
LALALALALALALALALA
WHERE IS MY ANGPAO??
THAT'S WHAT I'M GOING TO DO DURING CNY....
HAHHAAHA
THAT'S THE PLAN THIS YEAR..
AND GUESS WHAT THE PPL THINK??
JESS HAD GONE CRAZY DURING CNY COZ THE JUNK FOOD GONE TO HER BIG FAT HEAD??
HAHAHAHHA...
I THINK I REALLY GONE CRAZY ALREADY...
MY HEAD GOT STUCKED OR MAYBE USE THE TERM RUSTED AS TIME GOES BY...
FOR NOT USING BRAIN DURING THE HOILDAYS..
HEHEHE..
ANYWAYS, I'M REALLY GETTING LAME HERE AND REALLY STUCKED....
COZ, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE MORE HERE...
MAYBE AFTER CNY..
THEN I SHALL POST ABOUT WHAT I DID IN CNY..
SO LONG AND FAREWELL PPL~
BYE BYE & HAVE A HAPPY CNY!!!
LOVE-JESSICA

Sunday, September 13, 2009

An Unconditional Love...



Terry was once a handsome looking guy.Not after a huge flame swallowed his home, family and appearance.He was totally alone with the disaster left to him.He had to take over his father's business which he had no experience at all and to continue his studies.He had this humungous conflict circulating around him for a long long time before he met this girl whom he never met before.She just moved to his neighbourhood.She gave him comfort.She gave him happiness.She gave him warmth which he longed for after the incident.And more...

She is Lila-classmate of Terry.And that is how they knew each other.They started to fall in love unnoticed.It just happenned.They didn't even remember when they started.They felt that they need to settle down so Terry met her parents.Her parents do not agree with the marriage because of Terry's looks.Terry would like whatever appearance God gave him but his love towards Lila is too big so he decided to have a surgery.He is then backed to his good old appearance.Lila's parents thought they were too young for marriage so they would like Terry and Lila to stay as lovers for a few years as for their maturity to grow.

A few years has past, but maybe this is Terry's life.Lila's parents actually do not like them to be together.They are just making excuses for the couple.In these years, her parents tried hard to get a husband for their daughter.When Terry came and talk a bout their marriage, Lila's parents told them about the truth and that they are sorry for Terry.Terry was totally shocked about that and ran away from Lila's house.He moved out from that neighbourhood and Lila went out of her mind for a long time.She was then made to get married with the man she do not love after she regain her conscience.

Lila's husband is very good to her but she has no love for him and she is not happy at all.Her husband is a good guy.Seeing his love being not happy, he rather let go instead of locking her with him but not her heart.They divorced.

Lila looked for Terry but not found.She tried looking for him in his office.But maybe its because of Terry keep on hiding away from her, the staffs from his office stopped her from meeting him.Saying that he is very busy.Lila kept on looking for him everyday until the satffs told her not to wait for him.He will not attend her.He would rather sleep in his office than going back home if she awaits for him.

She is not giving up.So, she stays there for a night hoping that he would appear.Maybe because of her love melts his heart, he really turn up that particular night.Their tears role down the cheeks and hugged for a long long time.They had a long chat and decided to get married.And that it must be a success this time.

Both of them work hard to get ready for the wedding.The wedding is only attended with close friends and family.It's romantic wedding.It's held in a garden in a hill full with flowers.Just like what Lila wanted.The wedding was quite a success.After the couple vowed to be a good wife and husband, they exchanged rings.But, the couple was destinied not to be together.A minute Terry kissed his beloved wife, Lila, he passed away happily after a sudden heart attack.He's been suffering from heart disease these times when Lila was made to marry the man she had no feelings to.

Anyway, he still make it to marry her...He died with a smile on his face...



P/S: Fight for your love before its too late... = )


Thursday, April 30, 2009

Early Wish For Mother's Around The World!!!


Both of this poems are for mothers of the whole world and of course for my mom!Well, just to wish every mother live a happy and lovely,memorable motherhood with her child(ren) and also hope that career mothers could spend her time to celebrate mother's day with her family!Wish all of you well! =D Happy Mother's Day!!!


Mama!

Mama!Mama!Mama!

The first word that comes out from a toddler.

The first word filled with pur love and sincerity.

The first word that kept the mother with tears of joy.

It carved right in the bottom of her heart.

How great is the power of love between a mother and child?

Is there any power that is greater than this?

No! There isn't any!


Mama!

You're the greatest!

You are the best!

Mama!Mama!Mama!

I love you!

I love you more than I can say...


By,

Jessica Chai~[With copyright!]



Happy Mother's Day!!!

You're the best!

You're the greatest!

You gave me the strength,

You gave me words of motivation,

You gave me love.

How can I repay you?

All I did was...

disappoint you,

saddened you,

break your heart.

You cried because of me.

Because of my unfillial.

How can I ever repay your love to me?

Your love is just too great...

All I can do now is to express by words;

I love you, Mama!

Happy mother's Day!


By,

Jessica Chai~[With copyright!]



Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Our random-ness of chatting for 2 Hours non-stop!!

OH MY GOD!!! CHECK OUT THE RANDOM 2 HOURS

so, here goes the random post of me & my sister chatting online thru MSN for the utmost of 2 hours..Super the mou liu** talking various topics-from her graduation in U.K-buying the Shit soft-toy i saw in Jusco-buying me souvenirs from her Paris trip-asking me to become her spy-buying pink pokka dots bra for me-the part on naming her sons when she marry my hyungbu-and etc.

The most super mou liu activity we can come across as below:.....







Conclusion: as decided above..
She had yet to marry K.J.J..Which if she does..?
K.J.J + M.C.Y.L = 2 sons..?
Name of the sons..? KIM JUN HO & KIM ING JUN..

AWESOME ENDING~



Thursday, December 4, 2008

The Greatest Love of Mama..<3<3


When you're 1 year old, she gave you nutritious baby food and helped you bathe but as a repay, you cried the whole night.

When you're 3, she cooked with all love for you but as repay, you threw the whole plate of food that she cooked to the floor.

When you're 4, she bought a paint set for you but you wasted it for simply paint a picture that doesn't look like a picture.

When you're 7, she bought a ball for you but you broke a neighbour's window as repay.

When you're 9, she paid a lot of money for you to learn piano but you wasted it for not attending the classes.

When you're 11, she bring you go to watch movie with your friends but you let her sit the other line in the cinema.

When you're 13, she asked you to cut your hair shorter but you said that she has no fashion sense.

When you 're 14, she paid a one month summer camp that you longed for ut you didn't phone her at least one time for that whole month.

When you're 15, after a tiring day of work, she wants to hug you but you turned your back to her and go straight to your room then close the door.

When you're 17, she awaits for a very important call but you chat on phone with your friend the whole night.

When you're 18, she teared on your high school graduation day of happiness but as repay, you went out with your friends till late night.

When you're 19, she pays the university's course fees for you and sent you till the U's gate but you called her to stop further coz you're afraid that your friends would laugh at you.

When you're 20, she asked you,"where have you been the whole day?" and you answered, "I do not want to be like you."

When you're 23, she buys furniture for your new house and you told your friends that the furniture she bought was nasty.

When you're 30, she said that you can't take care of a kid like that but you said to her,'Ma, kids are different nowadays."

When you're 40, she phoned you and said its her birthday today but you answered, "Ma, I' busy now."

When you're 50, she was always sick and needs your care but you push this responsibility to your daughter.

Till one special day, she was not here anymore, suddenly you refrshed your mind and think again about the past what have you done for her.These pictures of you and her will stay in your heart forever.

If your mommy is still breathing by your side, don't forget to spend more time with her and love her even more.Don't regret later.But if your mommy has no choice but to leave you forever, please remembr that mommy's love is the greatest love in this whole wide world..

Feelings of Getting Results..


Gonna get results soon..

Two more weeks..

Feel like happy,nervous,confused,gonna have heart attack soon..--=>>
Mixtures of feelings/Half way dying..

I wonder what my results would be..

I hope it wouldn't come out as a rubbish result..

Din hope much..Just wish that it would be as what I expected..

Cross my fingers and pray hard..

That's all for now..

[pray pray pray]->Really very hard..