Why do I not have any motivation to do anything? I have left with 5 weeks before my final examinations for this trimester. It feels as of I just started trimester 2. Oh God... What can I do now? I totally lost my confidence for this trimester. Super duper in lack of motivation. Especially after getting my law test results back. Only
50%... Why? Those that I had the confidence to score I got worse result than those that I had none? Why? Is it because I put stress to myself? Me doubting myself? I know I shouldn't. I must believe I can then I will be able to do it. I wouldn't want to make the same mistakes again. I want to score well and enter my dream school. My goal now is to obtain 5 more HDs and being able to transfer to my dream uni to do a double degree. Next will be obtaining a scholarship from my dream uni. I cannot guarantee I will succeed but this is my vision and mission for the time being. I want to prove to everyone that I can do it. I am not lazy or stupid. I am not wasting my parents' money. I must be able to make them proud. Must not disappoint them. I will have a very bright future. I will have a lot of choices. No one will choose me. Just as , ' You will choose the unis not the unis choose you. ' Prove it! Prove you can! Ignore the others. They are your obstacles. Be focused. They are my obstacles. I have to face the challenges. Those that will not kill me makes me stronger. I am getting more matured day by day. Keep this in mind that no one can help me here. Only I can help myself. Pray to God that you will obtain a full offer then all the worries will be gone in January.........
