Friday, December 5, 2008

The Greatest Love of Mama..<3<3


When you're 1 year old, she gave you nutritious baby food and helped you bathe but as a repay, you cried the whole night.

When you're 3, she cooked with all love for you but as repay, you threw the whole plate of food that she cooked to the floor.

When you're 4, she bought a paint set for you but you wasted it for simply paint a picture that doesn't look like a picture.

When you're 7, she bought a ball for you but you broke a neighbour's window as repay.

When you're 9, she paid a lot of money for you to learn piano but you wasted it for not attending the classes.

When you're 11, she bring you go to watch movie with your friends but you let her sit the other line in the cinema.

When you're 13, she asked you to cut your hair shorter but you said that she has no fashion sense.

When you 're 14, she paid a one month summer camp that you longed for ut you didn't phone her at least one time for that whole month.

When you're 15, after a tiring day of work, she wants to hug you but you turned your back to her and go straight to your room then close the door.

When you're 17, she awaits for a very important call but you chat on phone with your friend the whole night.

When you're 18, she teared on your high school graduation day of happiness but as repay, you went out with your friends till late night.

When you're 19, she pays the university's course fees for you and sent you till the U's gate but you called her to stop further coz you're afraid that your friends would laugh at you.

When you're 20, she asked you,"where have you been the whole day?" and you answered, "I do not want to be like you."

When you're 23, she buys furniture for your new house and you told your friends that the furniture she bought was nasty.

When you're 30, she said that you can't take care of a kid like that but you said to her,'Ma, kids are different nowadays."

When you're 40, she phoned you and said its her birthday today but you answered, "Ma, I' busy now."

When you're 50, she was always sick and needs your care but you push this responsibility to your daughter.

Till one special day, she was not here anymore, suddenly you refrshed your mind and think again about the past what have you done for her.These pictures of you and her will stay in your heart forever.

If your mommy is still breathing by your side, don't forget to spend more time with her and love her even more.Don't regret later.But if your mommy has no choice but to leave you forever, please remembr that mommy's love is the greatest love in this whole wide world..

Feelings of Getting Results..


Gonna get results soon..

Two more weeks..

Feel like happy,nervous,confused,gonna have heart attack soon..--=>>
Mixtures of feelings/Half way dying..

I wonder what my results would be..

I hope it wouldn't come out as a rubbish result..

Din hope much..Just wish that it would be as what I expected..

Cross my fingers and pray hard..

That's all for now..

[pray pray pray]->Really very hard..

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Crazy Exam Fever~

Sigh..Gonna have PMR soon!!!
Gonna suffocated with the stench of nearing examination..
There's like about 20+++ days for me to be done with my revision which had already done..But but but still???This examination is VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT!!!
This examination is gonna decide whether I could enter an art class or ar science class!!!
I'm going to state here very clearly that if I can't get to enter science class, I might have mentally and emotionally disturbance and end up in Hospital Bahagia...
Conclusion, I MUST enter SCIENCE CLASS!!!
I'm kinda worried now wonder how is my results going to be..
Just wanna drop by and express myself since I have no much idea to update my stories..
No ilham now..After PMR first..My ilham will be back!!!
Bye!!!

Monday, August 4, 2008

Kena Tagged Pulak* (=_=")

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 6.47PM
Name: Jessica
Sisters: 3
Brothers: 3
Shoe size: 4/5
Height: 160cm[ok..I know I'm Short!!!]
Where do you live: Ipoh
Favourite drinks:Milo!!! Yogurt!!!
Favourite breakfast:Umm..Cintan Mee?
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Swam in the ocean: NO!!!
Fallen asleep at school:Yes..
Broken someone's heart: Donno..
Fell off your chair: NO!! It's embarassing!!!
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: No..
Saved e-mails:No..
What is your room like: DIRTY!!!
Who is right beside you: NO ONE~
What is the last thing you ate:Bread..
Ever had chicken pox:No..Not yet..I'm still young!![perasan~]
Sore throat:No..
Stitches:I don think so..
Broken nose: No..
Do you believe in love at first sight:No..
Like picnics:No..
Who was, were the last person you danced with:My Dancing members..
Last made you smile:My Ounni..
You last yelled at:My Classmates..(i'm A Class Rep.!!!U can't blame me!!)

Today did you:-

Talk to someone you like:Yeah..
Kissed anyone:No..
Get sick:No..
Talk to an ex:I've never been in love,Dude..
Miss someone: No..
Eat:Of Course..

Best feeling in the world:-

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: U mean Plushies?I got a lot..I sleep with them everyday..
What's under your bed:Nothing..
Who do you really hate:No one..
What time is it now?: 6.57pm

Random:

Is there a person who is on your mind now:Otak kosong..
Do you have any siblings:Yeah..
Do you want children: Maybe..
Do you smile often:Yes!!
Do you like your hand-writing:No!!!
Are your toe nails painted: No..
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in:My Parents..
What color shirt are you wearing now:White background with pink patterns..
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: watching tv..
I can't wait till:To grow up..
When did you cry last:Forgotten..
Do you have any pets: Yeah..(4 doggie-dongs)
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: No feeling..what U mean?i don understand..
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you:Yeah..Important..She's My Ounni..
Do you sleep with the TV on?:No..
What are you doing right now?:Replying this tag..
Have you ever crawled through a window?:No..
Can you handle the truth?:Depends..
Are you too forgiving?:I'M not FORGIVING!!!
Are you closer to your mother or father?:Both!!
Who was the last person you cried in front of?:Forgotten..
How many people can you say you've really loved?:All at one shot!!-I love U,Family!!
Do you eat healthy?:Donno..I don Think So..
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?:I don have ex!!!
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?:Anytime U wanna make me cry..
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?:My Ounni..
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?:Quiet..
Are you confident?:Yeah..

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. In Kindergarden..
2. Learning ABC..
3. Like to day-dream..
4. Love playing barbie doll..
5. Having fun most of the time..

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. rEVISION..
2. REVISION..
3.REVISION..
4.REVISION..
5.REVISION..

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. sweets!!!
2. sweets!!!
3. sweets!!!
4. sweets!!!
5. sweets!!!

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Shopping!!!
2. Shopping!!!
3. Shopping!!!
4. Give lotsa MONEY to my parents..
5. Bring them go travel wherever they want..

5 of my bad habits:
1. Too quiet..
2.Too Lame..
3. waste money..
4. Sot-sot dei ar..
5. Chi-sin ar..

5 places I have lived in:
1. Ipoh..
2. -
3. -
4. -
5.-

5 jobs I've had:
1. -
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -

5 people I tag:
1. -
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

GoodBye Love Letter..


This is a goodbye love letter handed by herself to her ex-boyfriend before she check-in in the airport leaving him for someone..
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我们第一步塔经机场就不是我的男朋友了。。
当我们的脚步满起来,你再造话说。。
冲头道未你没说一句都没关系。。
看着你的脸我已经明白了。。
那时候已经满满的靠净了,要说再见了。。
可能没有机会再见吧。。
那一秒钟,让我想起我们以前所做过的事情。。
真得开心哦。。
你天天都会让我开心,我真的会挂念你给我的笑容。。
现在我要去那么远了,可能没机会再一起喝杯茶吧。。
爱你,真的很爱你,拿着我牵住的那只手-已经远远的离去我。。
我会记住你得手。。你的温软。。
我真的不会后悔我这个决定。。我们真地不可能在一起。。
你会遭到另外一个比我好的女孩子的。。
虽然我们过得很开心,我已经遭到我的另外一半了。。
你也别为我伤心吧。。好好得过你的生活。。
我们重新做朋友吧。。普通朋友哦。。
有缘再见吧。。再见。。
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This letter was given to her by her ex-boyfriend before she left him for someone..

我多么的爱你,为什么要离开我呢?
我真得很需要你。。
你造成了我的悲伤。。
眼泪一直迪,
心就一直痛,想着你给的伤悲。。
我的心仪经束已你的,你不珍惜,没关系。。
我不后悔。。
我知道你是不可能给我这机会的。。
不过我还以着希望之机会等你的。。
我真得很需要你在我身边需要你的安慰。。
毕竟爱过,伤心过-的心需要你安谓~

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At First,he do not understand what she means and do not want to understand it..But he learn to let go now.. He respects her decision although its difficult to let go..And wishes she'll be happy with whom she is right now and chose the right partner of her life..