I only post when I feel down...

Just watched a video from Youtube by Butterworks titled 'In love, again' and I felt sour for a moment. Then it somehow rang a bell in my head that I have a blog which I have not updated since May last year. Wow, that's like 18 months of not blogging. So I started working my brain and realised I only post when I feel down. It's not like I've not been feeling down for the past 18 months. I just did something else instead of blogging them.

Alright, a few updates here. I'm officially a graduate from Deakin University!! who will also continue her Masters degree in Deakin University and.. I'm a member of a professional body too. Well, I am currently unemployed so things aren't going smoothly for me. Technically speaking, I just graduated 3 weeks ago so no stress but I can't wait to gain working experience and earn some moolah... Okay okay, enough ranting about being unemployed. I'm pretty sure I will get a job soon when I come back next year.

Time to move on to my love life. I met a guy named Sxxx on the 16th of May and that was it. The end. LOL!! Sorry, I was just trolling. Nah, it was kind of just that and end of story but we added each other on Facebook like many people do and he started texting me which I replied as usual (I'm the person who responds as soon as I received the messages because I'm forgetful - not sure if he thinks I like him at that time). Occasional texting became a daily thing and going out with him became almost a weekly thing (since I'm a rather quiet and lonely person who studies all the time a.k.a nerd, he became a tiny part of my life). It was just that, I treated him as a friend, just like an older brother because he was older than I am by quite a few years.

But one night, things happens.. I developed feelings for him uncontrollably (well, you know nobody can control such feelings and I have never felt such for so many years so it felt strangely magical). He was perfect at least for me, just the right guy 100% but... things don't happen the way we want to, am I right? And you can't force things to go our way so I continued my life as usual but I was absolutely confused, probably going mental because of his actions and what he said to me. I was like, does he like me or does he not? But I am quite certain he just wanted a fling and not being tied to a relationship.

Both of us have different objectives so we parted, we are not even friends anymore. Surprising, right? Not really. I am totally not the kind of person who will delete someone on Facebook just because I'm done with him. I treasure person to person relationships. Would totally keep the person as a friend even if we don't contact each other often. However, he was the one who deleted me on Facebook. How did I find out? I was doing my revision at the library during exam week and was taking a 5 minute break scrolling through my Facebook profile and noticed the number of friends was reduced by one. I wondered if I remembered the number incorrectly so I scrolled through my friends list and noticed he was not there. The first thought was, maybe there was a technical error. Let me type in his name.

WOW, he deleted me from his friends list. That did not come to my mind when we were having some sort of disagreement. What a dick move. I'm sorry but I'm going to say it. What a 'gentleman'? Yes, he is a gentleman, he is a nice guy but deleting a 'friend' from facebook without even resolving the issue? Not so much of a nice guy after all. He probably never thought of me as friend anyway. Probably just a young girl for him to play with.

I must admit though, that I wasn't myself when I started to have feelings for him. I might have behaved strangely and don't blame him if he thought I was weird but running away from reality just shows he is not mature enough. I kind of tested him a couple of times to see if he is the person who will face an issue or avoiding it. He always chose the latter. That kinds of explain his dick move of deleting me from his friends list because he was not strong enough to resolve the matter with me. It is either that or he just couldn't bother to waste his time to face the shit with me. I have a strong feeling that he just couldn't be bothered to do so.

Oh well, maybe this is my karma for rejecting a number of guys who were after me the past few years. The topic of love is just complicated. When I wanted to enjoy my single life, people fall for me. When I actually like a person, the person doesn't me. I'm going to revert back to my enjoyable single life but when I did that, someone else likes me whom I have no feelings for (did my taichi style of rejecting like a boss ;) I thought to myself, how will I react if I happen to bump into him in the streets? As someone with manners, I guess I'd probably just say Hi and that's it. If we talked, it'll be just normal conversations. If we happen to talk about the past, I might talk about him deleting me. I do thank him for bringing me the joy and happiness for a few months but when the time comes to an end, nothing can stop it. It's just a pity that even the friendship ends too. That's what I'm sour about. He probably has his reasons doing so just as I have my reasons for every thing I say and do. I'm not going to question it, just going to keep this as a memory and a reminder to self not to be so naive.

I'm done with updating... This is just the summary, I'm keeping the bits and details to myself :)

Shall update again whenever my memory tells me I still have an ongoing blog awaiting for my posts-

Updates Again after MIA for 7 months~~

Hey all, how is everyone doing? Update updates.. lol~

1. I didn't transfer to Monash University not because I didn't meet the requirement. I scored way above the minimum requirement. It was just troublesome to obtain a release letter from my uni. It's probably a good thing that I'm staying put. *optimistic*

2. I went home for a 2 week holiday, came back for orientation week and went home again for a week for my beloved sister's wedding. Woohoo!! Happy news!! *felt unsatisfied for the short short holiday though PLUS tonnes of assignments and studies to catch up*

3. Easter Break!! Yeahhhh, baby!! Finally a week for rejuvenation? NOPE. IN YOUR FACE! Not at all. Assignment assignments all the way till June - end of my first semester. Hate it. I do not have the time to study at all.. ggrrrr.. I shall leave the rest of bitching till update number 4. Back to the easter break, I went for a day trip to the Grampians National Park with my friends!! Whheeeeee~~ Happy happy for a day :[

4. Alright, are you ready for the bitching of assignments in my life??? *drum roll* First of all, I have 13 assignments to do this semester of which I had done 8. Awesome isn't it? The best part is that most of these are allocated in such a way that I have one week to do one assignment whether they are big or small. Can you feel the stress I'm having now? One week to do one assignment sometimes two?! It may seem pretty easy for some of you but I can't. I can't focus on two things concurrently. I need to devote my time to only one thing at a time which means I am bad in juggling my time. In such case, I am now officially turning into a human raccoon - I have no idea why racoon but it just pops into my head, just take it as it is...LOL~ My sleeping pattern has changed drastically. I am always sleepy, not focused etc. Most of all, I have no time to study and I am extremely stressed out now because I do not want to fail any unit. I want to do my best but it seems like I am not putting a 100% of effort into what I'm doing now. *sigh* You may think why am I wasting my time now blogging and blabbing about my life when I can use the time to work on my assignments. I will shortly after posting this because I NEED TIME TO RELAX!! Gggrrrr~~ I'm an angry student....

Okay folks, I am done with the blabbing and yapping.. Feeling better now to work my brain off. Yikes~~

Love,
Jessica

In the midst of reaching my goal...

Its week 10 next week!!! I have exactly three more weeks to my finals!! Oh God... I must be able to survive this torment because I have a group assignment that has yet to be completed!! I knew I can't count on them. GGRRRR~~~ I dare say the answers are totally wrong or at least not a report at all! Siighhh... I didn't want to create tension or a big issue among the four of us so I just said thanks to all who did the tasks. I am very honest here saying that I do feel the unjust because I had to redo their work. So basically, I will be producing the whole business report all alone and paste their names on the cover sheet and title page. 2500 words are not a lot but damn.. I do the job and you get the marks??! Arrghhhh!!! Enough complaining for me. I've been complaining since the start of this trimester. I'm going to get a smelly mouth soon. 

Back to the initial topic, I am suddenly lost in how to study... =( I must get at least a WAM of 70% to be able to transfer to Monash University do my desired course. I know I shouldn't doubt myself but somehow my conscience questions myself whether I will be able to achieve this goal. It tells me not to put such high hopes... I know I shouldn't but I need to because I want it so badly. Mum and Dad put all of their hopes on me. I must do well. I must be able to enrol in my dream school and being able to graduate from there. My next goal will be to obtain a scholarship from the university. Then work for a few years here before planning for the next goals... I must get HDs!!! Must get a first class honours degree. If possible with a masters degree as well. And if time and money is not a problem, I will move on to another level of education. A PhD... 

I'm guessing, if I ever see this post a few years later and if I had succeeded the goals, it would be great! But if I had not, I think I'll either laugh at my naiveness for believing I can do it or maybe just regret that I had not tried harder...

Anyway, believe in yourself, Jessica. You can do it. If you believe you can, you can! Don't worry too much. Have confidence in yourself and ignore negative comments from irrelevant people. Don't let the useless words hurt and destroy your future!

I need motivation...

Why do I not have any motivation to do anything? I have left with 5 weeks before my final examinations for this trimester. It feels as of I just started trimester 2. Oh God... What can I do now? I totally lost my confidence for this trimester. Super duper in lack of motivation. Especially after getting my law test results back. Only

50%... Why? Those that I had the confidence to score I got worse result than those that I had none? Why? Is it because I put stress to myself? Me doubting myself? I know I shouldn't. I must believe I can then I will be able to do it. I wouldn't want to make the same mistakes again. I want to score well and enter my dream school. My goal now is to obtain 5 more HDs and being able to transfer to my dream uni to do a double degree. Next will be obtaining a scholarship from my dream uni. I cannot guarantee I will succeed but this is my vision and mission for the time being. I want to prove to everyone that I can do it. I am not lazy or stupid. I am not wasting my parents' money. I must be able to make them proud. Must not disappoint them. I will have a very bright future. I will have a lot of choices. No one will choose me. Just as , ' You will choose the unis not the unis choose you. ' Prove it! Prove you can! Ignore the others. They are your obstacles. Be focused. They are my obstacles. I have to face the challenges. Those that will not kill me makes me stronger. I am getting more matured day by day. Keep this in mind that no one can help me here. Only I can help myself. Pray to God that you will obtain a full offer then all the worries will be gone in January.........

A Very Long Post, Not Very Long Actually. Hmmmmm.. Weird~

Soooo.. Here I am again. After such long time of 'disappearance'. Not really. I do visit my blog occasionally but just never post anything new. I've ran out of ideas and what to write about. Totally have no inspiration or whatever. Things have been dull for me. I become an almost expressionless person these few years. I started the blog in 2008 because of my sister who was then preparing to go to UK to further her studies. We update each other through blog. Oh well, at least she did that. I didn't really updated myself apart from random sad or rather depressing love stories. 
  Don't know why I just love to write really tragic, depressing love stories. Probably mad. LOL. Then I stopped posting for quite some time I guess. Probably a year later when I posted only one about how worried I was for a major examination. I did quite well in that examination if you are wondering how I did. Then, I never posted again if I'm not wrong. I can't be bothered to open a new tab [Oh god fire alarm again!]. Oops.. I apologise on that section. The fire alarm from my hostel went off. As I was saying, I can't be bothered to open a new tab and search what I posted in the last 5 years or so because it is already 2.13AM here in Melbourne. 
  Lets fast forward a little further.. I completed secondary school up to Year 11 then move on to Year 12 which is the A-Levels of CIE syllabus. I went into the science stream and that one and a half year was the happiest moment of my life. I had great friends and memories there. The had moved to the new site though. Such a pity that I didn't get to visit the teachers before I came back to Melbourne. I didn't do very well in A'Levels. I gave up on science actually though my heart stills tickle whenever someone is to talk about science. So I opted to go on a business path. Most of my family members majored in Business and Law. So I thought why don't I try the Business and Law faculty. Since my family did well in this faculty, maybe I am destined to further my studies in this. So, indeed I enrolled myself to a university in Melbourne pursuing Bachelor of Commerce majoring in Accounting and Finance. I wouldn't mind pursuing a double degree including Law but unfortunately the law degree offered in my uni is unrecognised in my own country. The only way I could transfer to a valid course is to transfer uni as well and that takes up a hell lot of time, money and effort. Besides that, I will need to score a WAM of above 85%. Madness~~
  Then, I thought maybe not. I should just focus on further studies to be a chartered accountant instead. Oh yeah! Money Money Money. Who doesn't love money, right? But I am very ambitious. I want at least an honour degree and an MBA. PhD is optional though. To achieve that, I need to go step by step. Need above 65%. Should be alright I suppose. Hopefully.. Pray to God. You got to help me with this. Please give me the strength to move on and strive for the better. Thank you, God!
   Sorry.. Got lost track again. So yeah.. That's about it I suppose. Basically that's what I did and where was I in the past few years. Very briefly though. I once had all the attention I wanted and now I'm just a lonely bird flying away from home to look for food. Food for itself and to bring the food back to its clan and make them proud. However, the amount of food that this little bird has to take to way too much because it has no friends to help share the burden of food. And that's me now. I have no friends except one very good neighbour. We spend most of our time together. She's a very good person but sometimes can be quite blur. I hate the uni mates. They are of no fun. They have their own friends and does activities that I can't join. Therefore, isolating myself from them. Such a lonely I am. But I shall endure because I want to succeed. I want to show them that hard work is everything. Nobody wants to look back at uni life and regret. Thats what my sister told me. I dont want that to happen to me. I shall not regret for whatever I did in my life. Being regret is the worst thing could ever happen in someone's life. That person will never live happily. Endure, Jessica. Endure the pain now. No pain no gain. Every successful person would have went through much more than you are now. If you want to be successful, face the challenge! It is also a word to everyone that you should face any challenge bravely in order to overcome it for it will embrace you if you do not. Every person has to go through challenges at some point of his/her life. No one can escape it. It is what that shapes us into we are now. Have a goooood weekend peeps!! Love all of you! <3 font="">
Cheers...

#hypocrites #feelingold #complains

Feeling old.... Just hate socialising nowadays. Imma turtle wannabe now because recently, I have been meeting people who does not click with me or rather, I do not have the umph to click with them. I know its a big world out there but for me some people are the just behaving weird. Just not the type of people I met in my social circle. People I used to meet have really good manners as in table manners or even when socialising. I guess I am just not getting used to the diversity of people over here just yet which I do not really understand why someone would be that rude to insult the other party even when the other was not wrong! Is it even wrong to say that she does not understand you because you were speaking so softly = mumbling? And, I also do not understand why most of the people I got to know here are soooooooooo nosy!! Oh, come on. Just leave the poor people alone and lead their own private life. Why would you talk behind people's back when it has nothing to do with you? Then pretend that you were not involved in complicating the issue or even created an issue that should not even exist! Get a life! Even an eighty year old grandma does not gossip like that yet a group of 20-30 year olds does that! A bunch of hypocrites!!!

The Clock Is Ticking!!!!

The clock is ticking!!! Exactly 7 hours 50 minutes to go!! I'm so damn nervous. Sorry about the D*** word. I was totally freaking out since last night. Never had a good night's sleep at all. Feeling lethargic. Had a long nap in the evening definitely helped a lot. Planned not to sleep the whole night since I'll be tossing and turning in the bed after all. So now, I'm just blogging around spending my 7 plus hours or so waiting for the precious, life changing moment. Don't think I would be able to stand such long hours blogging though.Coz I hafta sleep early tonight!!! Sigh, ruined my plan. Was trying my luck to get access to the result centre and " wa lah" I did it!! Having to struggle about 10 to 20 minutes or so waiting for it to load really makes my heart burn with raging fire. Wonder how I will feel the moment I press the enter button to load my results. Urgghhh, its killing me. I know, there's nothing I could do to change the outcome of the result. Just be positive, right? I've done my best. Just face it with courage and accept the fact that this will be your label for life! It's easy to say, it's definitely difficult to be done. I know I have an extremely low self confidence. It's really hard for me to stay really positive but I tried and still trying. Anyway, I really have to sleep now. Mom's ordering me to sleep!!! Chao! Wish me luck!! Good night. *muax*

Random Posting About Me Before Getting Result...

Results in 5 days!!!! 13th of August 2012, better be my lucky day. OMG!!! 5 more days??!! Be positive Jessica Chai. You can do it! Whatever the outcome is, you've done your best. Just be happy to enjoy your life for a few more days... Who knows? You might even enjoy more after result day!!! Yay!

What Have I done For The Past 2 Years??

Well, just going to summarise what I did for the past two years. As you can see here, is my class photo. I studied A'Levels for a year and a half. I could say I enjoyed my life. I met the greatest, craziest, fun and loving friends there. Not forgetting the helpful and caring teachers. They are really helpful in guiding us. Love them lots!!!

Actually, I've done nothing much these two years besides studying and DATING!!! Hahaahhahaah..
Yes, dating. With my loving boyfriend. Going to post more about our love story!! *muax*

Might be the Last post for the year..

After a long long time no posting here..

I'm having exam stress here...Oh Shit!

I'm gonna die~ Duh..It's SPM..

Most of the student will find themselves lost in misery before examinations..

And......I'm one of these people!!

Oh~ I'm really out of my mind!!

Aish...Really hope I could suceed my dreams to be a member Medecins Sans Frontiers(MSF) or Unicef or World Vision..

I wanna help needy people..So, I need to work very very the hard and smart to achieve my dreams!!!

You might not see any new post next till next year!! Bye Bye!!

Praying hard everyday and night hoping to score well in SPM now~

P/S: Pray for me to okay?? I would really appreciate that =)

CNY IS COMING!!!!

GONG XI FA CAI!!!

WHERE IS MY ANGPAO??

WHERE IS MY ANGPAO??

LALALALALALALALALA

WHERE IS MY ANGPAO??

THAT'S WHAT I'M GOING TO DO DURING CNY....

HAHHAAHA

THAT'S THE PLAN THIS YEAR..

AND GUESS WHAT THE PPL THINK??

JESS HAD GONE CRAZY DURING CNY COZ THE JUNK FOOD GONE TO HER BIG FAT HEAD??

HAHAHAHHA...

I THINK I REALLY GONE CRAZY ALREADY...

MY HEAD GOT STUCKED OR MAYBE USE THE TERM RUSTED AS TIME GOES BY...

FOR NOT USING BRAIN DURING THE HOILDAYS..

HEHEHE..

ANYWAYS, I'M REALLY GETTING LAME HERE AND REALLY STUCKED....

COZ, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE MORE HERE...

MAYBE AFTER CNY..

THEN I SHALL POST ABOUT WHAT I DID IN CNY..

SO LONG AND FAREWELL PPL~

BYE BYE & HAVE A HAPPY CNY!!!

LOVE-JESSICA

An Unconditional Love...

Terry was once a handsome looking guy.Not after a huge flame swallowed his home, family and appearance.He was totally alone with the disaster left to him.He had to take over his father's business which he had no experience at all and to continue his studies.He had this humungous conflict circulating around him for a long long time before he met this girl whom he never met before.She just moved to his neighbourhood.She gave him comfort.She gave him happiness.She gave him warmth which he longed for after the incident.And more...

She is Lila-classmate of Terry.And that is how they knew each other.They started to fall in love unnoticed.It just happenned.They didn't even remember when they started.They felt that they need to settle down so Terry met her parents.Her parents do not agree with the marriage because of Terry's looks.Terry would like whatever appearance God gave him but his love towards Lila is too big so he decided to have a surgery.He is then backed to his good old appearance.Lila's parents thought they were too young for marriage so they would like Terry and Lila to stay as lovers for a few years as for their maturity to grow.

A few years has past, but maybe this is Terry's life.Lila's parents actually do not like them to be together.They are just making excuses for the couple.In these years, her parents tried hard to get a husband for their daughter.When Terry came and talk a bout their marriage, Lila's parents told them about the truth and that they are sorry for Terry.Terry was totally shocked about that and ran away from Lila's house.He moved out from that neighbourhood and Lila went out of her mind for a long time.She was then made to get married with the man she do not love after she regain her conscience.

Lila's husband is very good to her but she has no love for him and she is not happy at all.Her husband is a good guy.Seeing his love being not happy, he rather let go instead of locking her with him but not her heart.They divorced.

Lila looked for Terry but not found.She tried looking for him in his office.But maybe its because of Terry keep on hiding away from her, the staffs from his office stopped her from meeting him.Saying that he is very busy.Lila kept on looking for him everyday until the satffs told her not to wait for him.He will not attend her.He would rather sleep in his office than going back home if she awaits for him.

She is not giving up.So, she stays there for a night hoping that he would appear.Maybe because of her love melts his heart, he really turn up that particular night.Their tears role down the cheeks and hugged for a long long time.They had a long chat and decided to get married.And that it must be a success this time.

Both of them work hard to get ready for the wedding.The wedding is only attended with close friends and family.It's romantic wedding.It's held in a garden in a hill full with flowers.Just like what Lila wanted.The wedding was quite a success.After the couple vowed to be a good wife and husband, they exchanged rings.But, the couple was destinied not to be together.A minute Terry kissed his beloved wife, Lila, he passed away happily after a sudden heart attack.He's been suffering from heart disease these times when Lila was made to marry the man she had no feelings to.

Anyway, he still make it to marry her...He died with a smile on his face...

P/S: Fight for your love before its too late... = )

Early Wish For Mother's Around The World!!!

Both of this poems are for mothers of the whole world and of course for my mom!Well, just to wish every mother live a happy and lovely,memorable motherhood with her child(ren) and also hope that career mothers could spend her time to celebrate mother's day with her family!Wish all of you well! =D Happy Mother's Day!!!

Mama!

Mama!Mama!Mama!

The first word that comes out from a toddler.

The first word filled with pur love and sincerity.

The first word that kept the mother with tears of joy.

It carved right in the bottom of her heart.

How great is the power of love between a mother and child?

Is there any power that is greater than this?

No! There isn't any!

Mama!

You're the greatest!

You are the best!

Mama!Mama!Mama!

I love you!

I love you more than I can say...

By,

Jessica Chai~[With copyright!]

Happy Mother's Day!!!

You're the best!

You're the greatest!

You gave me the strength,

You gave me words of motivation,

You gave me love.

How can I repay you?

All I did was...

disappoint you,

saddened you,

break your heart.

You cried because of me.

Because of my unfillial.

How can I ever repay your love to me?

Your love is just too great...

All I can do now is to express by words;

I love you, Mama!

Happy mother's Day!

By,

Jessica Chai~[With copyright!]

Our random-ness of chatting for 2 Hours non-stop!!

OH MY GOD!!! CHECK OUT THE RANDOM 2 HOURS

so, here goes the random post of me & my sister chatting online thru MSN for the utmost of 2 hours..Super the mou liu** talking various topics-from her graduation in U.K-buying the Shit soft-toy i saw in Jusco-buying me souvenirs from her Paris trip-asking me to become her spy-buying pink pokka dots bra for me-the part on naming her sons when she marry my hyungbu-and etc.

The most super mou liu activity we can come across as below:.....

Conclusion: as decided above..
She had yet to marry K.J.J..Which if she does..?
K.J.J + M.C.Y.L = 2 sons..?
Name of the sons..? KIM JUN HO & KIM ING JUN..

AWESOME ENDING~

The Greatest Love of Mama..<3<3

When you're 1 year old, she gave you nutritious baby food and helped you bathe but as a repay, you cried the whole night.

When you're 3, she cooked with all love for you but as repay, you threw the whole plate of food that she cooked to the floor.

When you're 4, she bought a paint set for you but you wasted it for simply paint a picture that doesn't look like a picture.

When you're 7, she bought a ball for you but you broke a neighbour's window as repay.

When you're 9, she paid a lot of money for you to learn piano but you wasted it for not attending the classes.

When you're 11, she bring you go to watch movie with your friends but you let her sit the other line in the cinema.

When you're 13, she asked you to cut your hair shorter but you said that she has no fashion sense.

When you 're 14, she paid a one month summer camp that you longed for ut you didn't phone her at least one time for that whole month.

When you're 15, after a tiring day of work, she wants to hug you but you turned your back to her and go straight to your room then close the door.

When you're 17, she awaits for a very important call but you chat on phone with your friend the whole night.

When you're 18, she teared on your high school graduation day of happiness but as repay, you went out with your friends till late night.

When you're 19, she pays the university's course fees for you and sent you till the U's gate but you called her to stop further coz you're afraid that your friends would laugh at you.

When you're 20, she asked you,"where have you been the whole day?" and you answered, "I do not want to be like you."

When you're 23, she buys furniture for your new house and you told your friends that the furniture she bought was nasty.

When you're 30, she said that you can't take care of a kid like that but you said to her,'Ma, kids are different nowadays."

When you're 40, she phoned you and said its her birthday today but you answered, "Ma, I' busy now."

When you're 50, she was always sick and needs your care but you push this responsibility to your daughter.

Till one special day, she was not here anymore, suddenly you refrshed your mind and think again about the past what have you done for her.These pictures of you and her will stay in your heart forever.

If your mommy is still breathing by your side, don't forget to spend more time with her and love her even more.Don't regret later.But if your mommy has no choice but to leave you forever, please remembr that mommy's love is the greatest love in this whole wide world..

Feelings of Getting Results..

Gonna get results soon..

Two more weeks..

Feel like happy,nervous,confused,gonna have heart attack soon..--=>>

Mixtures of feelings/Half way dying..

I wonder what my results would be..

I hope it wouldn't come out as a rubbish result..

Din hope much..Just wish that it would be as what I expected..

Cross my fingers and pray hard..

That's all for now..

[pray pray pray]->Really very hard..

Crazy Exam Fever~

Sigh..Gonna have PMR soon!!!
Gonna suffocated with the stench of nearing examination..
There's like about 20+++ days for me to be done with my revision which had already done..But but but still???This examination is VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT!!!
This examination is gonna decide whether I could enter an art class or ar science class!!!
I'm going to state here very clearly that if I can't get to enter science class, I might have mentally and emotionally disturbance and end up in Hospital Bahagia...
Conclusion, I MUST enter SCIENCE CLASS!!!
I'm kinda worried now wonder how is my results going to be..
Just wanna drop by and express myself since I have no much idea to update my stories..
No ilham now..After PMR first..My ilham will be back!!!
Bye!!!

Kena Tagged Pulak* (=_=")

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 6.47PM
Name: Jessica
Sisters: 3
Brothers: 3
Shoe size: 4/5
Height: 160cm[ok..I know I'm Short!!!]
Where do you live: Ipoh
Favourite drinks:Milo!!! Yogurt!!!
Favourite breakfast:Umm..Cintan Mee?
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Swam in the ocean: NO!!!
Fallen asleep at school:Yes..
Broken someone's heart: Donno..
Fell off your chair: NO!! It's embarassing!!!
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: No..
Saved e-mails:No..
What is your room like: DIRTY!!!
Who is right beside you: NO ONE~
What is the last thing you ate:Bread..
Ever had chicken pox:No..Not yet..I'm still young!![perasan~]
Sore throat:No..
Stitches:I don think so..
Broken nose: No..
Do you believe in love at first sight:No..
Like picnics:No..
Who was, were the last person you danced with:My Dancing members..
Last made you smile:My Ounni..
You last yelled at:My Classmates..(i'm A Class Rep.!!!U can't blame me!!)

Today did you:-

Talk to someone you like:Yeah..
Kissed anyone:No..
Get sick:No..
Talk to an ex:I've never been in love,Dude..
Miss someone: No..
Eat:Of Course..

Best feeling in the world:-

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: U mean Plushies?I got a lot..I sleep with them everyday..
What's under your bed:Nothing..
Who do you really hate:No one..
What time is it now?: 6.57pm

Random:

Is there a person who is on your mind now:Otak kosong..
Do you have any siblings:Yeah..
Do you want children: Maybe..
Do you smile often:Yes!!
Do you like your hand-writing:No!!!
Are your toe nails painted: No..
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in:My Parents..
What color shirt are you wearing now:White background with pink patterns..
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: watching tv..
I can't wait till:To grow up..
When did you cry last:Forgotten..
Do you have any pets: Yeah..(4 doggie-dongs)
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: No feeling..what U mean?i don understand..
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you:Yeah..Important..She's My Ounni..
Do you sleep with the TV on?:No..
What are you doing right now?:Replying this tag..
Have you ever crawled through a window?:No..
Can you handle the truth?:Depends..
Are you too forgiving?:I'M not FORGIVING!!!
Are you closer to your mother or father?:Both!!
Who was the last person you cried in front of?:Forgotten..
How many people can you say you've really loved?:All at one shot!!-I love U,Family!!
Do you eat healthy?:Donno..I don Think So..
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?:I don have ex!!!
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?:Anytime U wanna make me cry..
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?:My Ounni..
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?:Quiet..
Are you confident?:Yeah..

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. In Kindergarden..
2. Learning ABC..
3. Like to day-dream..
4. Love playing barbie doll..
5. Having fun most of the time..

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. rEVISION..
2. REVISION..
3.REVISION..
4.REVISION..
5.REVISION..

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. sweets!!!
2. sweets!!!
3. sweets!!!
4. sweets!!!
5. sweets!!!

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Shopping!!!
2. Shopping!!!
3. Shopping!!!
4. Give lotsa MONEY to my parents..
5. Bring them go travel wherever they want..

5 of my bad habits:
1. Too quiet..
2.Too Lame..
3. waste money..
4. Sot-sot dei ar..
5. Chi-sin ar..

5 places I have lived in:
1. Ipoh..
2. -
3. -
4. -
5.-

5 jobs I've had:
1. -
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -

5 people I tag:
1. -
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -

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